Nothing's Wrong - Text

i'm fine, really i am.  i'm not upset.  i'm just tired.  i'll be fine.  don't worry about me.  i'm ok.  i'll be alright.  i'm not angry with you.  don't be upset.  everything is fine.  everything is good.  everything is perfect.  nothing's wrong.  really, nothing's wrong, ok?  i just feel a little sick.  i shouldn't have had so much to eat.  i'll be fine in a minute.  i'm ok.  don't worry.  smile.  no, i'm not crying.  there's something in my eye.  just nevermind.  look at me.  look at me.  see?  what? oh, yeah, i'm fine.  i was just joking.  really, i'm just tired, kay? nothing is wrong.  life is great.  i love it.  i love it.  i love you.  oops, ha ha, just joking again.  that would be too weird, wouldn't it?  yeah.  but i love you as a friend.  forever and always.  i told you - there's something in my eye.  i'm fine.  i'm ok.  absolutely nothing's wrong.  i'm just tired.  i'm not upset.  stop asking that.  i already told you i'm fine.  let it go.  drop it, ok?  no.  i'm not going to tell you anything - there's nothing to tell.  i'm fine.  everything is perfect.  i'm not upset.  nothing's bothering me, got it?  leave me alone.  i'm fine.  nothing's wrong.

yes, am i feeling better, thank you.  still a little out of it though.  sorry, what was that?  i wasn't paying attention.  yeah, i'm fine.  i'm great.  what about you? i'm not changing the subject.  i'm being polite.  you know - manners.  it's rude to press.  i told you i'm fine, i'm not changing the subject - you are. what's wrong? are you sure it's nothing? hah, ok.  i couldn't sleep last night either.  have some coffee.  it might help.  it does.  that's good.  no, i still feel tired.  i guess caffeine isn't a substitute for sleep after all.  no, i do go to bed at a reasonable time.  i just can't fall asleep.  no idea.  i thought we were finished with that.  i'm fine.  nothing's wrong.  just drink your coffee and shut up.  leave me alone.  i am telling you the truth.  don't you trust me? you don't.  you don't.  it doesn't matter what you say.  you just refuse to listen.  why should i talk to you?  you think i'm a liar. i'm fine.  stop asking.  just shut up and leave me alone now.  i answered all your questions.  that's what you wanted, isn't it? now stop. yes i did.  i told you the truth.  the whole truth.  nothing left out at all.

stop it.  i'm fine.  you don't have to interrogate me.  i feel fine, really, i do.  there's no reason to worry.  you're not helping.  i don't need help.  i don't want help.  nothing's wrong.  shut up.  i'm not myself?  will you just drop it?  it's nothing.  i'll be fine.  i'm just tired.  what are you talking about? i'm not making excuses.  i'm trying to explain.  why don't you ever listen?  stop over reacting.  i'm sorry.  i'm not mad at you.  but really, it's nothing.  i'm fine.  nothing's wrong.  stop asking, ok.  just leave me alone.  i don't need any help.  i'm ok.  can you just let this go? do you need to make an argument out of everything? leave me alone!  shut up.  i'm happy.  i'm content.  nothing's wrong.  nothing is at all out of place.  just try to ease up.  let it go.  it's not important.  it's nothing.  let's talk about something else, please.  anything else.  i don't care.  i am fine.

i told you - i don't want to have this conversation again.  will you just drop it?  i'm fine!  now stop it!  i mean it.  it don't want to discuss this any more.  i am absolutely fine.  nothing's wrong!  shut up! i am not listening to any more of this.  get out.  i mean it.  now.  no.  i don't want to hear it.  i mean what i say.  obviously you don't understand that.  are you crying?  oh my god.  i'm sorry.  i'm just so frustrated.  i feel like you don't believe a word i say.  that would frustrate you, too, wouldn't it?  i didn't want to make you so upset.  i'm sorry.  i'm really am.  please, just stop crying.  thank you.  but i still think you need to trust me.  you'll try? try? i guess i can live with that.  for now.  want some coffee?  i'll make a fresh pot.  i could use a cup of it, myself.  no, still not sleeping well.  what?  don't look at me like that.  like there's some deeper meaning in everything i say.  there isn't.  get over it and move on.  i'm sick of being treated like this.